E.Z.R.A. - omg Lyrics

It's not as simple as you think,
I can't ignore the voice that says your smile makes me sick,
I'm finding comfort on the brink,
Throw a prayer at your doorstep i'm just hoping something sticks

And i've tried, and i'll try, but it's all in my head.
And i'm tired of just lying to myself in the end,
Oh my god,
Been too long,
Since i've meant what i said,
Cuz real love,
Is far from what he had,

Cause i've tried, and i'll try, but it's all in my head.
I should take my advice. you can say that again,
Oh my god,
You're so lost,
You'll wake up,
I'll be gone

It's not a picture you can paint
We always end the night right as i start to see the day
And the bags under your eyes
Tell me something devastating words could never say

And i won't keep lying to myself when the truth is so somber,
But it's not the way i felt, when the leaves fell in autumn,
Fall asleep in nostalgia, knowing i'll never call you,
Even on nights i want to

And i've tried, and i'll try, but it's all in my head.
And i'm tired of just lying to myself in the end,
Oh my god,
Been too long,
Since i've meant what i said,
Cuz real love,
Is far from what he had,

Cause i've tried and i'll try but it's all in my head.
I should take my advice. you can say that again,
Oh my god,
Your so lost,
You'll wake up,
I'll be gone"