Eyeamroi - Adieux Lyrics

Yeah, I think uh
Think I finally found a
A way to forgive myself
All I ever needed
Guidance and protection
All I have is Me
Man in the reflection
I've done things
Too ashamed to mention
Pray that you forgive Me
Release our past retention
Promise to you
I'm getting better
You don't give a f*ck
"Oh yeah Roi, whatever", I just
Say it
In case you've ever wondered
You know life is short
And our days are numbered
Well I guess this is life without you
This my last song I'll write about you
I care less and less the more time without you
Not that you were wrong, I'm just right without you
Tell me how's your Mom, how's your Pops and your sisters
Shout out to the youngest one for passing her semesters
Pardon for the mention
Caught up in remembrance
Song for all my women
Used you as a reference
Made it easier to segue my next sentence
Lately sex is empty
Embarrassed by my entrance
Only f*cking with them
Out of spite, out of vengeance
Pray the Lord forgive Me
My sins, my repentance
I'm still far from perfect
God's guilty verdict
Ashamed of my blasphemy
Goddesses I've worshipped
Saw me as a servant
Saw her as a serpent
Saw her as divine
She saw me as a burden
I saw her as my future
I guess her past consumed her
So much for a family
A daughter and a Junior
Thank you for the lies
Of the abuse that you rumored
We both know what happened
I don't care about what who heard, but, uh
Let me drop it
It's one of those topics
That makes me hate the fact
Our relationship was toxic
We weren't meant to be
Somehow we just happened
It put a dent in me knowing I was your distraction
The intro to the story
Of our fatal attraction
Won't leave out the glory
Of your warmth and your compassion
You just needed love, and
I was there to give it
Discovered life on Mars, and
I was tryna live it
You made your mistakes
I made mine as well
Ended it in black
We began it in pastel
Let go of the grudges
I will always love you still, I'm
Joyous for you both
Let him know I wish you well
Happiness and harmony
Marriage; no monogamy
Communicate with honesty
Sincerely mean that modestly
This is just my therapy
Don't mean to come off gossipy
Artistically transparently
It never happens consciously
Feelings I'm presenting
Think they call it venting
Hits a little deeper when I know I'm not pretending
I guess I always saw the end in the beginning, you
Left me with a heart I could use some help with mending, but
Putting faith in God really helped with ascending
I'm at peace for once
Simply blessings that I'm sending
No hatred, no remorse
Only love that I'm intending
As the moral to this message
Just to answer any questions, uh
So to you
I bid you adieu
I'm over and I'm past
What you put me through
It wasn't only you
I could probably name a few
But the purpose of this album was to show how much I grew
How I'm starting fresh, and
How I'm starting new
How I'm proud to say I'm no longer the man you knew
Here was my debut
It spread wings and flew
Way long overdue, but
It was right on cue
People I once loved saw me in a different view
The consequence of honesty when statements come off true, well
What am I to do
When I tried to help I bit may more than I could chew
Had to realize that it just wasn't me it wasn't you
Not my fault that you're jealous
You're seeing me as Mew, the
Rarest of them of all, the
One you wanna be
Now you're drowning in your tears
As you read astrology
I don't need a thank you nor apology
My debut streamed more than your whole discography, now
Tell me it ain't lovely
We ain't buddy buddy
If you wanna battle
We could battle for your money
Trust me it get ugly
Trust me it get bloody
Mmmh yummy yummy
I got rappers in my tummy
Corpses in my rap
It's a wrap like a mummy
Only God above Me
Keep on speaking of me
Cause the things I can't change
Are the reasons why you love me, so
I win
You lose
A muse
Amuse
Goodbye
So long
Farewell
Adieux
ROI