Eyce - Suisight Lyrics

Is this the cost of being lost and unable to stop?
I can't see past the frost
My name taken to the boss, signed on every single dot
I can't take it. The only thing given, that which I want most
This greed has become tossed to the side
Replaced with something much more diabolical
Licking wounds? They're getting fried
Served as main courses every meal
I can feel suicide's breath whisper hide
As I try to steal my life back from the tide
Mirror been set on overdrive. I can't stop staring at myself
Wow, I love the way you send me to hell
This doesn't hurt I promise. You can tell
Your friends to join in if you want
Let's be one of those weird love
Hate relationships without the love
I'll be blunt. You can shove your sorrIes in a sack
I'm packing up too, cause I'm done dealing
With the weight of me and you
So, kill me... Kill me
I'm packing up too, cause I'm done dealing
With the weight of me and you
So, kill me. Kill me, if you can

If you can't back off
I won't be responsible for these hands actions
I've done the impossible with no plans to stop
But capable if you want me to
My eyes like a hawk, deadly, know your every move
So pray and pray you won't be prey today
Or caught up with by the karma that won't fade away
I've got mine in the bank, so I can try to save up enough
To buy a chain to keep you locked away, but

If you can kill me, kill me
Cause I am really, really sick of all of the complaining
Do you feel me? Feel me
If you're wanting something different, I've been willing
Wishing, written down every word to make you proud
This is living. (Living, living)

Strange, this place. Change, his face
Undertakes it when he wakes
Danger quakes within the vase
Between his ears. Fears chase the pain away
Oh, the taste of shame is great in the worst way
Laced in black, grey and broken garments
Waste is her claim
Sharpening swords to hasten a heavy rain
Set to fall when clouds are cut open to obtain
What we've been hoping for... Pain, pleasure, or whatever we can gain

Afraid is not how I'd describe this lane
A grain of rice balancing a plain
A wave of rotten lights pump into my veins
Attaining any right has left. I write insane

I wonder if I'll buy today, the lie I lived by yesterday
A crane could only hope to lift this shade
Walking out of the shadow only after we have paid
Does the light create a cage?
As I fight to reach the stage
Feel some might turn into rage
Is this mine? I'd buy a phage

Try forging with all haste a case to keep us safe
My pace rising as we run this race
My base climbing higher, left the ground without a trace
Summon me a sage. Materialize a mage
I really need some help to turn this page
It's the only way I'll be able to handle all this haze

I wait. I wait. I wait. Will I
Be great, be great, be great Still try
To take, to take, to take my life
And make, and make, and make by strife

Something in this world not fake
So we can all get past them pearly gates
We've cried way too long, make no mistake
My bride sings a song aligned with fate
We've tied our hands together, sewn them straight
So our fingertips don't separate
So far, putting trust over hesitate
My heart pumping hard. It will never break
A star: Eternal time and space

Reducing darkness like when my eyes dilate
As you get close, the sparks fly. I shake
My knees trembling, head down, I'm late
Every part of me, hoping for your sweet embrace
I see you. I feel you. I know and I can hear you
I need you in my life. Let me make that clear boo and

If you can't back off
I won't be responsible for these hands actions
I've done the impossible with no plans to stop
But capable if you want me to
My eyes like a hawk, deadly, know your every move
So pray and pray you won't be prey today
Or caught up with by the karma that won't fade away
I've got mine in the bank, so I can try to save up enough
To buy a chain to keep you locked away, but

If you can kill me, kill me
Cause I am really, really sick of all of the complaining
Do you feel me? Feel me
If you're wanting something different, I've been willing
Wishing, written down every word to make you proud
This is living (Living, living)

I've been knocking on doors for a while now
Asking who I am. All of you answered, "Not me." Damn
I am truly alone. Forgotten. No place like home
Toe to toe with my foes and my woes
Dreaming it was simple to not feel like a clone
All I know is, all I know is, all I know is, all I know

Crushed apart. This ain't no two hand
Touch. Pulling me in by saying what I
Want. Into the flames they go. Words
Lust to steer me down. Leave me in the
Earth to rot away until my re
Birth. I don't feel alive. This isn't
Worth, but still I try to lift this
Curse and resurrect the universe

Nothing left to say. I'm so sick of this game
Just let me be, okay? Take the reigns and take my brain
The only thing I cannot tame

Yes, he's a Side winder. One liner
Yes, he's a Tongue flicker. Pun writer
Yes, he's a Pride finder. Sun shiner
MIght kIll you. Lung tricker. None brighter

If you can't back off
I won't be responsible for these hands actions
I've done the impossible with no plans to stop
But capable if you want me to
My eyes like a hawk, deadly, know your every move
So pray and pray you won't be prey today
Or caught up with by the karma that won't fade away
I've got mine in the bank, so I can try to save up enough
To buy a chain to keep you locked away, but

If you can kill me, kill me
Cause I am really, really sick of all of the complaining
Do you feel me? Feel me
If you're wanting something different, I've been willing
Wishing, written down every word to make you proud
This is living (Living, living)

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