Eyce - PanIc After FrIsco Lyrics

You were right from the start
Lead your way into my heart
Spinning circles of redemption like a halo in the dark
I still hold the marks of how you never left me
Hark! Hark! Hark! I am insane, and I am sorry
For every part of us I gave away
Departed back into my grave, and since I haven't been the same
I can't even say my name correctly
And I've been afraid the jelly in my brain is almost melting
Some days, I feel like helping out myself
Cause I'm upsetting someone else
So many damn excuses to explain just why I fell
It's too f*cking hard to tell what is best within this Hell
Left and right is pointless in the middle of a well
It's hard to fly into the sky while trapped within a cell
I'm trying to reach out to you, and that is why I yell
I am just a beast who can't be saved by the bell
Can't give you my soul when it isn't mine to sell
In the shell of a different era, we don't have a ring bearer
We all deal with our demons like a pair of friends
Who tear away the reasons it should bend, because it shouldn't
End up with the diamonds out the rough and in the blueprints

I've failed so much
I cannot even recognize when I succeed
I wonder if that's a good thing

Red cups filled with jealousness are what I sip
Empty them right down my throat right up until I piss
My blood's laced with selfishness and arrogance
Yes, I admit that I always wanted more than what you could give
My two cents might as well be useless
Because I gave it to you as I threw you the deuces
Who is gonna fix this? You is
And if the mirror is broken then seven years of loses
Loosen your grip upon improvements
You are who you are and this is how you do it
Fluid motions of the foolish
Newest recruits on the World War True list
You only have one mission to listen up for cool fish
I'm a Pisces dressed in Nike
Hand me down into the pool
Wish it would end rightly, so I could claim the Moon
Pissed I cant give the right tune
Situations with no certain set of rules
Sit down, no stand up, this all has me so confused
Which is my main go to as to why I left you
Duel with my past til I die and drools drips
Down the side these two lips. Cannot hide the lies
A nuisance disguised as two fists bringing bruises
A fight against the idea of illusion
Fuel the flames to bring conclusions
Knew this may happen
Rapping with a fusion of emotion