Eyce - Have You ReceIved Some Lyrics

I will claim everything that's rightfully mine
I will blame the ones whose hands moved me out of the shine
EYES still finding flames as they melt away Eyce
Lies still minding mames in every language of Nine
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Have you received some justice?
Have you received some insight into this life that lies
So deep inside that falling down reveals the ground is a facade
And we walk upon mirages
False visions of distance keep us safe, keep us hidden
I have nothing to say ever, better I keep it that way
For some reason, the pain gives me pleasure, knowing I am okay
If I don't exist. I don't care. It's whatever
Upset that the weather has no pattern to cling to
Like exactly what we do
Have you received some? So many things that don't matter
But they mean so much to the man who's my master
Is this truly a life at the top of a ladder
Where I must keep balance as you climb up after?
The words that I speak mean nothing to me
And I'm not sure why I even try to repeat these feelings
Reflecting them in new forms, complexing simplistic beats of A to B
I am torn from neglecting myself
Unsure if DT is really real or a figment of my imagination's imagination
Setting it all to the side to imagIne a nation where the first destination
Is our love's creation and final home is where only that's in rotation
Have you received some? I sent it, all of the love that I could muster up
Did you even get a part or the card that I rushed just because

(Have you received some justice?
How am I supposed to trust this when I don't trust myself?
Have you received the something you've been looking for
Since I can't remember when?)

I knew one second away is a second too much
I'm flushed. Fresh out of ideas of the words in combination
To give explanation that this crush is an internship
That I cannot even discuss with anyone, but us
We barely talk, I'm unpaid, surviving only on the trust
That somehow or someway a romantic of clay can use this heat
To create a foundation unshaking and will not erode away
Will not rust in the rain, in fact will take it to play
Making troubles into puddles, we'll jump in, won't complain
At least that is the hope I hope will not go down the drain
It doesn't matter or maybe it will in the latter
A thought that's unthought until it's brought
And it shatters every bone in the body you have made on this platter
Serving yourself as dish to those you wish would care
Fatter they grow. Eating the whole cake, along with the batter
Easy to get lost in the taste of sweet souls
Flattering, their cheek bones cost an arm, a leg
And some coal to splatter on to a canvas, can't miss when it's known
Dismiss me. I am the mad hatter