Explicit - Broken Lyrics

I'm just starting to feel all my feelings
F*ck I wish I didn't feel things
I say I'm I numb but pain is what'll kill me
I'm lost in the snow so I still freeze
Wonder what could possibly heal me
Death the only way I think I'd feel free
Suicide is what I'll be fulfilling
I got demons but I can't reveal these
Yeah I'm breathing but it feels like I'm chokin
I got feelings but these words go unspoken
Now I'm bleeding but it's my way of copin
Imma demon and everyone knows it
I got dreams and I hope I don't blow this
But I'll stay unloved cuz I'm too broken
When I say kill me know I ain't jokin
I sit in this pain let it soak in
Do you know what it's like feeling hopeless?
Thinking kills me and I cannot focus
Drink to feel free but I can't keep goin
There's no point so give me the rope end
I'm a sad piece of shit I can't show it
Lost in my mind and it's a cold pit
Why do they take my heart and just throw it
Then they wonder how somebody broke it

I'm broken down
I've fallen in dark
We once were one
Now we're torn apart
Right from the start
I gave you my all
You took my heart
And Left me alone

Look in the mirror it ain't getting clearer
I got this constant thought and a big fear of
Losing myself and becoming so stiller
The Demons creep up and I feel them come nearer
Love is a bitch but I'm just tryna feel her
Hurts when I'm lied to so I keep it realer
Not good enough and that's shits a killer
Feelings build up i collapse and I shiver
How do I explain what's wrong when it's right?
I don't know what to say too far gone in the night
I really hate love but its why I fight
I'm losing my mind slowly losing my sight
It's doesn't seem like it but I really try
I do what I can do for you with my might
I feel like shit but then I'm alright
I feel no pain but then it just bites

I'm broken down
I've fallen in dark
We once were one
Now we're torn apart
Right from the start
I gave you my all
You took my heart
And Left me alone