Exotik - What I Been Thru Lyrics

You really don't know what i been through
Let's handle this shit like some men do
I'm goin retarded , i'm mental
Baby my heart in pieces , be gentle
My fires reborn , i'm rekindled
16 wit so much potential
My drip is mine , not a rental
Jus a youngin wit hella essentials

I been broken for awhile
She playin games jus like a child
Had me smokin black and milds
I was 15 actin wild
I was sappin every day
When I look back i'm not ashamed
Everybody change they ways
I sure wish I changed my ways
Instead i'm in the same lane
By myself , on my own plane
All this hatred made me wanna change my name
But now it's time to flip the game
Now i gotta change my ways
Got caught smokin , cut my hair and got sum waves
Ever since then i ain ever touch a blunt
I thought about my loved ones , made me brighter than the f*ckin sun
Looked myself in the mirror and said that i am the one
Thought I left my depression for just this once
In reality , all i did was run

I don't need a glizzy , i jus need my mind
When I get my cuban link , its finna shine
When I get a shordy , she gone be a dime
Ima treat her like she mine
Jus a broken youngin committing these crimes
Like robbin niggas blind
It's my time
Yea
Yeah it's my time
Ima youngin on my come up , on my grind
I been down for to long
Juggin for too long
Been avoiding allat strong
Tryna keep out of the trouble
They plottin on me , they in huddles
Drip on me look like a puddle
I got one shot and I won't fumble
It's a war , bitch it's a rumble

You really don't know what i been through
Let's handle this shit like some men do
I'm goin retarded , i'm mental
Baby my heart in pieces , be gentle
My fires reborn , i'm rekindled
16 wit so much potential
My drip is mine , not a rental
Jus a youngin wit hella essentials