Exogenous - Meet This End Lyrics

How can it turn out like this?
I do not get why it has to be this way (I do not know this way)
I know that I haven't been good but this is'nt fair
One life, one chance to do it all right
It's too late

Please let me make my amends
Pay for all of my foul sins
Give me a chance

It is over but I'm not prepared to meet this end full with regrets
It's not okay (I am not okay) but I'm trying hard (I am trying hard) to face this death

Life hasn't been kind to me, so I have not tried to be nice in return (So I have not been nice in return)
I will never sacrifice me for you
But I willingly say I am sorry
I'm sorry

Please let me make my amends
Please let me try to make amends
Pay for all of my foul sins
Please let me pay for all my sins
I need more time

It is over but I'm not prepared to meet this end full with regrets
It's not okay (I am not okay) but I'm trying hard (I am trying hard) to face this death

Feels like I can't breathe at all
I can't breathe
No
The fear is taking its hold
The fear is taking its hold
Please don't let me leave just yet
Help me please
I am so scared, don't let me die
I am so f*cking scared
Please, just don't let me die

(I'm not done) It is over but I'm not prepared to meet this end full with regrets
(I am not okay with death) It's not okay but I'm trying hard to face it, to confront this death
(It's the end) It is over but I'm not prepared, not ready, to meet this bitter end
(I will try confronting) I'm dying but I'm trying hard confronting never ending death