Choke Video (MV)

Lump in my throat, find it hard to swallow
Allow myself to feel but I'm tryin' not to wallow
If somethin' can fill me it must mean I'm hollow
But I don't wanna be alone, I can't face tomorrow
And I done every drug up under the sun but still hope is my opium
Never felt much but the pain's like home, in a daze, eyes closed, it's the fate I chose
Tryna fight a memory, sister sittin' next to me
While I'm writin' bars cuz this my only therapy
As she pass me the jay and say "please just let it be
This ain't a f*ckin' movie, bro, it isn't meant to be"
But I tell her let me bleed cuz I'm weak and
I'd rather fall down and drown in the deep end
Than let go of the only thing I've ever had to hold close
Put me in a chokehold