Excommunicado - Meet Me at the Strand Lyrics

Out of my comfort zone
From the day that I was born
Stuck staring at a frozen screen
I'm always looking back
Like this is all I have
It feels like time has stopped for me
I'm jaded, frustrated
Why's this so complicated
I keep lying, denying
There's no one left to trust here
I cannot ignore this
But I'm no optimist
Pull me down, too far gone
There's nothing you can do
I'm glad that I can get away
We never would have seen the day
I guess you'll never know
It took so long to let you go
I've learned that you can't keep it all
I guess you'll never know
The darkest part of me
There's no one left for you to pick apart
And you won't live to see the day
That you yell this to my face again
It's hard to pass the time
When you're dead on the inside
Can't dwell on us cause there's
No lesson to be learned
I cannot ignore this
But I'm no optimist
Pull me down, too far gone
There's nothing you can do
I'm glad that I can get away
We never would have seen the day
I guess you'll never know
It took so long to let you go
I've learned that you can't keep it all
I guess you'll never know
Ask around to figure out
Go ahead and run your mouth
I'm done with this I'm done with you
And all the things you've put me through
Why won't you just let me go
I think I hate you
I think I hate myself