EVVI - If I Only Lyrics

It will always mean more than you think
It may seem I've moved on, no, it's just a trick
I pretend all the time to survive
So I don't even consider it being a lie
You say I don't know how to feel
But I feel too much I just freeze
I'm just a shadow of someone
I could've been

I know I could've changed everything
If I only said said something
But I was too scared to give it a chance
So I shifted the blame
So I shifted the blame
To circumstances, timing, and fate
But I know I could've changed everything
If I only, if I only said something

It feels like I'm stuck in a dream
And every sudden turn seems foreseen
Overwhelmed with emotions and oceans inside me
They're dragging me down, darkness surrounds
You say I don't know how to feel
But I feel too much I just freeze
I'm just a shadow of someone
I could've been

I know I could've changed everything
If I only said said something
But I was too scared to give it a chance
So I shifted the blame
So I shifted the blame
To circumstances, timing, and fate
But I know I could've changed everything
If I only, if I only said something

I know I could've changed everything
But I stood there in silence, didn't do a thing
You may think I'm heartless, but it's just self-destruction
I'm still learning to be alive
You say I don't know how to feel
But I feel too much I just freeze
I'm just a shadow of someone
I could've been

I know I could've changed everything
If I only said said something
But I was too scared to give it a chance
So I shifted the blame
So I shifted the blame
To circumstances, timing, and fate
But I know I could've changed everything
If I only, if I only said something