Evolsi - Holding My Breath Lyrics

It hurts me to say that I can't keep the faith for too long
Cause the lies never change, got me singing the same old song
If I push you away and it leads you to do something wrong
I'd have to live with the pain and I don't know if I'm that strong
So i'm holding my breath
Praying you'll change
But feeling it's hopeless either way
You only care about your mistakes
It's like you're addicted to the pain
I've tried to help be the cure but you're still so insecure
Say you love me to my face
It's insane
If this is love, what is hate
If this is love, what is hate
If this is love, what is hate
If this is love, what is hate
If this is love, what is hate
If this is love, what is hate
Well I know that you're not who you've been and it makes you sick
When you see how your words and your actions contradict
Well i've tried to be patient but here we are again
Tell me what it would take to stop you from giving in
It's within
So i'm holding my breath
Praying you'll change
But feeling it's hopeless either way
You only care about your mistakes
It's like you're addicted to the pain
I've tried to help be the cure but you're still so insecure
Say you love me to my face
It's insane
If this is love, what is hate
The way it never seems to end
How it feels so f*cking stupid to forgive
Oh but who would I be if I left you stranded when you're down
I hope you come around
So i'm holding my breath
Praying you'll change
But feeling it's hopeless either way
You only care about your mistakes
It's like you're addicted to the pain
I've tried to help be the cure but you're still so insecure
Say you love me to my face
It's insane
If this is love, what is hate
If this is love, what is hate
If this is love, what is hate
If this is love, what is hate
If this is love, what is hate
If this is love, what is hate