Evolsi - Growing Down Lyrics

Tough kid, 13
Playing with the boys in the street
Got bruised knees
But i'm not scared of a thing
Football and nosebleeds
I couldn't care what people think
'Cause it didn't matter
But these days I'm scared to call the doctor
I'm shaking in fear like there's a monster
Under my bed, instead it's all around
Is growing up growing down
Oh oh
Is growing up growing down
Oh oh, oh oh
2017 started following the dream
So young and naive
Thought we'd make it in a week
Played shows, got some streams
You couldn't tell me anything
'Cause I knew it better
Oh, Oh, Oh
But these days I'm scared to call the doctor
I'm shaking in fear like there's a monster
Under my bed, instead it's all around
Is growing up growing down
'Cause these days the confidence is fleeting
Been fighting myself but now I'm seeing
That getting back up is what it's all about
Is growing up growing down
Oh oh
Is growing up growing down
Oh oh, oh oh
Pushing 30
Working out and therapy
No time, on repeat
Microdosing to feel free
Jaded from the dream
Is this all I'll ever be