Evert Snyman - Nothing Is Easy Lyrics

I've waited all my life
And I wish I could get it right
But nothing is ever easy with you

I try so hard to make you see me
But I remain invisible
Work to the bone just to please you
Maybe one day I'll be irresistible?

I've tried to change
Results are the same
Play out the dialogue that I have preordained

I made it easy to blame you
I made it easy to blame you

I've waited all my life
And I wish I could get it right
But nothing is ever easy with you

I'm taking back my life
So I can feel alright
Slowing down
So I can swallow my pride

It's a mass hallucination
All the colours that we see, yeah
Total mental devastation
No more air for us to breathe

I made it easy to blame you
I made it easy to blame you

Don't let it slow
While carrying a load

I've waited all my life
And I wish I could get it right
But nothing is ever easy with you

I'm taking back my life
So I can feel alright
So I can make the ride
So I can swallow my pride