Evergreen Eyes - september (wondering again) Lyrics

It's the last day of September
And I know I know better
But I wonder what you'd say if I called

Just to check in and no other motive
I just ask if you're doing alright

But it's true I know better
Because I know your answer
Even if it was a lie

For when these kindred hearts
Were first torn apart
I think I knew you weren't mine
From the start

And now a month has gone by
And you're doing just fine

I'm sure if I called it would be all my fault
And you'd leave me wondering again

But it's the last day of September
Maybe no time is better

For the leaves will fall any day
In your dear old cityscape
And I'll melt away in the desert