Eve Arnold - Let Go Lyrics

I have this war going on inside of me
And it's building up these walls silently
I can't face the pressure anymore
I need to breathe
You've made a mess of who I used to be
You've broken me into a million pieces and
I don't know how to act anymore
Cause I'm not me
And people say, it's just the start to who you are and who you'll be
It's just that I don't know who I am right now
I don't wanna be somebody who tries
I don't wanna be somebody who lies
To their face when somebody tells them they love them
Why can't I let go of something that's nothing
You messed me up and pushed me down
Lied to my face when I was around
I could see the signs that it wasn't true
So why'd I believe you
And people say, it's just the start to who he is and who he'll be he won't change
You need to see that now before your too far
You don't wanna be somebody who tries
Or be like him the person who lies to your face when you told him you loved him
So spare yourself and let it all just happen
Just let go of him honey it happened