Eve Arnold - Forgive Me Lyrics

Keep falling hard but it don't hurt no more
Keep making my life more and more difficult
And I'm standing on my own two feet but it hurts so much
Why can't I let it be and just give up
I notice now that things have changed
My life and who I want to be isn't the same
And even though I'm still the last one on the dance floor
My life still isn't the same

I didn't realize til now that you were the one I was looking for
I didn't realize til now there There'd be a whole where you'd been before
I was too busy noticing other people's flaws
So please forgive me
Now I have to face you every single day
And every time I'll look at you, you won't look the same
My heart breaks every single time I see your face
Cause it's the heartache that you cause me every time you walk away

I didn't realize til now that I'd be the one who is to blame
I didn't realize til now that you would drive me
This insane
I would keep pushing you til it just wasn't the same
So please forgive me

Cause every time I closed my eyes I could see
This big world full of people but it's just you and me
And people say if you overthink you over love
But I was too busy overthinking to even love

I didn't realize til now that you would cause me this much pain
And you still don't realize that how that this wasn't just a game
You were too busy mocking me to realize I said it plain
So I forgive me
I didn't realize til now that forgetting you would bring such Joy
And i didn't realize til now that you hurting me just proved a point
That it's useless to overthink every single boy
So I forgive me