Evan Seurkamp - If Only Lyrics

Lying in my bed at night
You have left me without light
There are dark things on your mind
You have walked around the bend
In the maze and it's the end
I look back on days we left behind

If only you were by my side
If only to take some time
If only to hold my hand
If only I could understand

Why don't you just spit it out
Why do you always p-p-p-pout
And why can't you just m-make this easy
Can't you see you drag me down
You're the crushing depths that make me drown
The things you say, they leave me queasy

If only you would just say
Whether you're here to go or to stay
If only you would take my hand
If only we could understand

You just fade in and out
You're never at home when I call
This isn't you and if it is I don't want no part of it

If only you could see
Just how distant you're making me
If only you could understand
I don't want to hold your hand
If only you could understand
If only you could understand
If only you could understand
If only