Evan Sanchez - Ultraviolence Lyrics

I'm messed up baby all the time
Don't wanna flow like that
Don't wanna grow like that
Passive when the blame is mine
If you could hold my hand
Walk me down the thread

Day is blue but the sky sunny
I'm confused have my nose running
Could I peel out
And never come back
But I can't run from me
I guess I know that
Frigid in my decisions
I been a role of a cynic
I hate watching the minutes
You scream for attention
I scold at you
But you know what's true
I f*cking do it too
That's where the self loathing comes from
I'm not bold I'm just boring
Wear extra clothing
So you cant see exactly what's under the sleeve
I'm a sick person and
I didn't even sneeze
I don't even breathe
Sometimes
Don't even leave sometimes
Is that a vice
I couldn't tell
The work can be lonely
Fingers are bloody bony
I ponder
Thoughts wander
Then it's existential
They should've checked my mental
Damn

I'm messed up baby all the time
Don't wanna flow like that
Don't wanna grow like that
Passive when the blame is mine
If you could hold my hand
Walk me down the thread

I be someone
Can I be someone
I be someone
Can I be someone
I don't wanna lie
I'm afraid to be someone
I can't even fight
But I need to feel something
I can't even wait
But I won't do nothing
F*ck this shit
I'm a get to punching
Run around run around
Act rambunctious
Till I feel that confident
Til I feel I ain't nothing