Evan Sanchez - Borough of Islington Lyrics

Dropped out a college
A pocket full of solace
You couldn't feel the same
Expected more sunshine
Even with the clear sky
I didn't know could it rain
But
Even when I do cry
You could say I have tried
To not show you that pain
Cause it's a cause for concern
I swear Imma and learn and change
But truthfully
I think I sorta am
What I run from
I hear the boom boom
From that drums drum
And that tick-tock
From that wristwatch
And I'm pissed off
When I'm letting it run
Things I don't have
Things I won't have
Feelings I can't grasp
Dreams that wont last
Patience that caught up
All for a dollar
Will I be ready
If I get called up

Reap it
It's what you wanted
It's what you wanted
And now you got it
Honestly
The part that
Hurts is
They don't want it for you
They just lie through their teeth

I've been estranged
I can't explain
How does it feel all that
Back of my brain
Stuck in my head
Where is your head all caps
All laughs
It ain't with me
But it's at me
I can tell
You ain't happy
You ain't

Sleep sleep i don't wanna
I don't wanna
I'm knee deep
And I just wanna
Get a little peak of that life
I just wish you could just have it real nice
I hope I'm not delusional
Hope its executable
Hope I got the stripes to show
I hope this life is plentiful
I hope my kiddies bellies full
I'm here because I have to know
If you had to know

Reap it
It's what you wanted
It's what you wanted
And now you got it
Honestly
The part that
Hurts is
They don't want it for you
They just lie through their teeth