Eva Maxine - If You Ever Loved Me Lyrics

This is the sixth night I've tried not to call you
The fifth time I cried cause I saw you
Foresight could've spared me the long way down
Three words left me defenseless
Second I come to my senses
I'm the one with consequences now
It's too much good and bad to erase what we had
But you can't hang a picture filled with broken glass
If you still give a damn, grow a pair, be a man
I need you to do what I can't
If you ever love me leave me alone
If you think about me don't let it show
I've been trying way too hard to let it all go
To see your name light up in my phone
If you're sorry I don't wanna know
If you love me leave me alone
I'm playing a rigged game of your creation
The worst stain on my reputation
Mistakes I hate that I can't unmake
If you still give a damn cut the snare from my hands
Close the door while we still got the chance
If you ever love me leave me alone
If you think about me don't let it show
I've been trying way too hard to let it all go
To see your name light up in my phone
If you're sorry I don't wanna know
If you love me leave me alone
I hate my heart for how bad I need ya
Said goodbye but I don't believe ya
I'm not strong enough to break your chains
That won't change
If you loved me leave me alone
If you think about me don't let it show
I've been trying way too hard to let it all go
To see your name lighting up in my phone
If you're sorry I don't wanna know
If you love me leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone