Euphemistic - Magic 8 Ball Lyrics

Ikigai Euphemistic that's right
Shout out to Palm Pact let's get it

Can you read between the lines would it help if I encase them in silver lining?
Most of what I know is tough defining through lines every time I need to provide them
Whoa f*ck a ghost writer can't have my story written for me
A category of apologies are now these allegories
Uhuh huh so tell me this is what you want
I know this is what you want so I put it inside a ball
Crystal ball magic 8 won't tell your fate when judgement calls
Till that day your choices made and mental state will play it's part
I have evolved but I'm still making amends
Trying to fix all my sins never did pay that $800
I can't say sorry again that's not enough for the shit
That I put you through but now I'm better from then
The lessons from misplaced intentions I reckon not enough for you to forgive
I know this is what I deserve and what's worse is the amount sleep that I get
Been workin' hardy but been sleepin' hardly was never a choice of mine that I admit
J. Cole been makin' a list said he's been checkin' it twice
Maybe one day I'll get hit still I'm not scared of this life
I deserve all that I get real shit

Feels like I had to lose myself to tighten my grip
I solemnly swear I'm well aware of how my conscious has been
I solemnly swear emotions bare are never buried within
That's why they're bare as they get yet they're still barely there
I'm bearing my scars under skin don't wonder how I'm fairing
I know fair has never been life and the hype is charitable at first
But after that it's got bite learning the hard way will hurt
No magic 8 ball with words to give you useless advice
No magic 8 won't tell your fate you have to make your own hope
Indivisible indigo glow as we know it we hold it and never let go
Iridescent soul I am impressions left to those I use to know
Are burdens cold redemption has never been close my mental comatose
From lack of serotonin happens every mornin'
This life we're born in isn't all glory you can't ignore it
So when all is said and done and your performance is now closing
Can you look back at it and openly say you were a good omen

I was hoping I could save me cause no one else can save me
Don't matter who I am dating no one else but me can save me
Advocating solo rotation when faced with my tasks
I make things harder for myself for the guilt I feel when I look back
Never claimed to be perfect my progression is earnest
I'm workin' so hard to be a better person
Searchin' for peace more inside of myself that's way deeper than my epidermis
I'm turning the tables or so that I hope I just want you to know
That my stressin' has lessened and now I'm well cloaked and protected
From every evil in store for the masses so reckless is living without a regret
Now I get why you were livid sorry it took me a minute
I owe so many people more than I have so how can I claim to be a Euphemistic
I'm a youthful misfit who is on a mission to be much more than I was
Once before I destroyed all that I touched
A barren road was chosen all in ignorance
It's time I paid my dividends a start for my deliverance enough is enough
The heavy burden emerged vigorous I'm stuck in the mud
It's got me stuck in a rut often I can't tell the difference

Often I can't tell the difference confident I'm lost in vigilance
I'm stuck in the mud it's got me stuck in a rut
Often I can't tell the difference nah nah I can't tell the difference
Confident I'm lost in vigilance I'm stuck in the mud
It's got me stuck in a rut it's like I'm stuck in the mud

Sometimes I don't feel right high time I right my wrongs
Most times I don't feel like those days that passed are gone
Sometimes I don't feel right high time I right my wrongs
Most times I don't feel like those days that passed are gone

Oh my the satisfaction I can't get it back
Don't lie the thought of me brings memories from the past
Oh my yeah baby now how could I pretend
That the road between us both was not one tough to begin
Oh my the satisfaction I can't get it back
Don't lie the thought of me brings memories from the past
Oh my yeah baby now how could I pretend
That the road between us both was not one tough to begin
A proper message is never sent with subtlety
This life's a blessin' a pretty wreckage I believe
Yin and yang in both our hands can manifest our destiny
Master plans I'm sure they have unravel all in time you'll see
Sorry if I hurt you there no excuses left from me
Be the better person the last and only thing I need
Master plan now in your hands to manifest your destiny
Balancing your yin and yang might be the key

Sometimes I don't feel right high time I right my wrongs
Most time I don't feel like those days that passed gone
Oh my the satisfaction I can get it back
Don't lie the thought of me brings memories from the past
Often I can't tell the difference confident I'm lost in vigilance