Eugene Tombs - Sinking Now Lyrics

Is it me I hate? Is it you to blame?
I notice you but know to you it's all the same
Most days I'm steady stuck inside my own brain
Tried to search another's but it always ends up the same
Thought it was sane believing in the love that they claim
I came unknowing but left knowing that it's pain and its shame
To be had inside this world that we all have created
We aided the struggle that traded all the praise for complaining
And in that moment of weakness, when I lie awake, sleepless
Like Jesus the night before taking more stripes than Adidas
Almost rock bottom was reaching, it's time to dig down the deepest
Redefined the deophobic mind and create a new thesis
Believe this, I'm soul searching while I'm purging the curses
They lurking under the surface but now I walk with new purpose
Like virgins, the purest, I'm the copper after the burning
So let me close the curtains on all of the devils we flirt with

I keep on thinking like 24/7
Even when I'm dreaming
I'm thinking, I'm thinking
How I can get myself back into Heaven
I stopped believing in sinking
I'm sinking now
I keep on thinking like 24/7
Even when I'm dreaming
I'm thinking, I'm thinking
How I can get myself back into Heaven
I stopped believing in sinking
I'm sinking now
I'm sinking now
I'm sinking now
I'm sinking now

I want to believe in all the things that you saying
Not that you playing with my heart in hopes of leaving it vacant
Or waiting for something to change in your mind when I say that
I'm patient but basically this is too complicated
So I'll go it alone like I'm an emo band
And soon enough We Love You is what they will all be saying
I think that may've been the answer all along, if I'm wrong
From now on you'll find my heart inside of the song
I carry on and fly away, word to Audubon
You'll find my truest self-inside my lexicon
I'm a keep on spitting till my voice no longer strong
Ain't no Kiersten Dunst up in it but know I'm a bring it on (bring it on)

I keep on thinking like 24/7
Even when I'm dreaming
I'm thinking, I'm thinking
How I can get myself back into Heaven
I stopped believing in sinking
I'm sinking now
I keep on thinking like 24/7
Even when I'm dreaming
I'm thinking, I'm thinking
How I can get myself back into Heaven
I stopped believing in sinking
I'm sinking now
I keep on thinking like 24/7
Even when I'm dreaming
I'm thinking, I'm thinking
How I can get myself back into Heaven
I stopped believing in sinking
I'm sinking now
I'm sinking now
I'm sinking now
I'm sinking now
Sinking now