I chase shadows in the dead of night
Haunted by echoes of a former beat
In the silence, I put up a fight
To keep my heart away from me
You can see how I help myself
And know it's not what I want to be
You can see how I tell myself
Its easier when I choose not to see
You should see how I treat myself
And know it's not what I want for me
Through the spool I can't find
To keep me from the hell I climb
Anyone who tries to see inside
That there's a tear inside my eye
Though I may stumble, I'll find my way
To break these chains and let love lead the way
You can see how I tell myself
Its easier when I choose not to see
You should see how I treat myself
And know it's not what I want for me
Through the spool I treat myself
It's easier when I choose not to see
You should see how I help myself
And know it's you I really want for me