Eternity's Edge - Masquerade Lyrics

I'm so f*cking tired
Nothing's working out
I keep hiding my feelings
Just masking my shame
I'm so goddamn sick
I can't keep pushing on
Just feel like giving in
Just let me f*cking rest

A masquerade
Hiding my true face
A masquerade
Trying to shelter my shame

I'm pushing myself everyday(it's f*cking killing me)
My mental state has become a calamity
Every single day I try my best to be strong
But it's getting to the point where I can't carry on

A masquerade
Hiding my true face
A masquerade
Trying to shelter my shame
A masquerade
Hiding my true face
A masquerade
Sheltering the hope that never came

Scratching and crawling until I'm no more
Broken and beaten I'm banging on the door
Let me in so I can catch my breath..
I'm f*cking dead already so just put me down to rest!

Pain like gouging out my eyes
Just go ahead and put me down to rest
Don't wake me from death
As long as I don't have to stitch a mask!