Esvi - Falloff (feat. Carson) Lyrics

For I do not do the good that I actually wanna do
But the evil I'm trying not to do
And that I keep doing you know
And if i don't wanna do and I still do it
It's not longer me who does it
But the sin which is living in me
I'm trying to do good but evil is right there with me
She said
"You never look happy and you never try"
I said that I do but she cried
Trying to be a better man than I could be
You know the one that you tell me you see
I pray that I make it to heaven if I ever can
I dread that I don't and I'm damned
Lord save me from my sins Im trying to feel alive
Girl come and grab my hand before we see the sky
She said "you need to be alone"
I don't have no choice now that you're gone
Remember the times when we were working it out
You said you were fine but you were really not
You said I needed help to save me from myself
I guess that you were right in the end
I wish I said goodbye to you my friend
We will meet again
And I never said sorry not even one time
Thought I didn't need to, you were mine
I found life
In your love
When your not in my arms just know you're in my heart
Cause I want more of your touch
To save me from this world I thought I knew
When I am away from you baby
I go back to the dark in search of my heart
When I'm on the verge of going crazy
I come back to you and seek out my baby
Your love to me is just like ecstasy
I hope our love never falls off
She said
"You never look happy and you never try"
I said that I do but she cried
Trying to be a better man than I could be
You know the one that you tell me you see
I pray that I make it to heaven if I ever can
I dread that I don't and I'm damned
Lord save me from my sins Im trying to feel alive
Girl come and grab my hand before we see the sky
I'm waging war against my own mind
Im a prisoner of my sins doing time
I just wanna be free
Of the sins living within me
She said "you need to be alone"
I don't have no choice now that you're gone