ESTAS - wisteria34 Lyrics

I've been lookin at the same night sky
I've been lookin at my whole damn life
Find security when I'm in strife
Think of you when I look down at the knife
And I keep f*ckin up
Make me happy when I look down at my muddy double cup
Feel like I'm doin the same damn stuff
That I did when I was last feelin rough
(Feelin rough, feelin rough)
And I've had enough
And I've had a really tough
And I got another cough
Wishin you were here to make it stop
(Pls say that I can go)
Home
Can you make it stop
Oh baby say that you can
I feel so messed up
Not lying when I say that I'm your biggest fan
But it won't bring you back
(Nothin else will)
But if I keep trying, then it might
(Then it could)
And I'm hopin that I don't feel
(And I hate it)
The next time that I see you and we fight
And I keep f*ckin up
Make me happy when I look down at my muddy double cup
Feel like I'm doin the same damn stuff
That I did when I was last feelin rough
(Feelin rough, feelin rough)
And I've had enough
And I've had a really tough
And I got another cough
Wishin you were here to make it stop
Start again, cause I know we can
(We can)
You know that I'm your biggest fan
(Biggest fan)
An I really just wanna be your man
I really wish that it all went acc
Start again, cause I know we can
(We can)
You know that I'm your biggest fan
(Biggest fan)
And I really just wanna be your man
I really wish that it all went according to plan