I wake up and I check the time
It's been four years, or maybe five
I still remember all our fights
But I don't take it as a sign
The way your eyes fit on your nose
The simple colors of your clothes
How our bodies intertwined
How I couldn't get you off my mind
It's funny how these feelings last
Even though I've since dropped contact
I think it's still a part of me
That pure love that will always be
I step outside and take a breath
And reminisce our connection's death
It's kind of funny who we were
Is long gone, way down in the dirt
I tell my friends I'm over you
But to me that's never really true
I mean, I wouldn't take you back
But that doesn't mean I don't miss your laugh
When we first had parted ways
I hated that we couldn't feel the same
But you know, I guess it doesn't hurt
To live when you can feel the moving earth
Your eyes are still in my heart
Your sighs are still in my heart
Your lies are still in my heart
But we're still better apart
I like the shade of your hair
I like the clothes that you wear
I like the way that you stare
And yet, I don't really care
So I won't call you again
So I won't text you again
So I won't see you again
But in my mind we're still friends
I tried hard to pretend it was alright
And focus on the pretty sights
It worked too well, and now I need
To put in active thought to care
That we won't ever be in love
I stop and look up at the sky
And think of what we did and why
It's been too long now to regret
But somehow still I can't forget
The dream is dead, those days are gone
Yet we still both see the same dawn
Our lives are different now
But your sweatshirt's still around
I sit and lay down in the snow
And wrap my thoughts into a bow
Our love's still part of me
This memory will always be
Your eyes are still in my heart
Your sighs are still in my heart
Your lies are still in my heart
But we're still better apart
I like the shade of your hair
I like the clothes that you wear
I like the way that you stare
And yet, I don't really care
So I won't call you again
So I won't text you again
So I won't see you again
But in my mind we're still friends
I tried hard to pretend it was alright
And focus on the pretty sights
It worked too well, and now I need
To put in active thought to care
That we won't ever be in love