Es - Hypochondria Lyrics

I used to be always scared in my life
Another sun, another day of lies
I don't find the strength to go out, too sick to fight
Fall asleep in the hope a better day is near to rise
And I
I promise I will always be strong and courageous
But please
Please, please, don't let me die
With years of pain
Every second of happiness we've got to pay
And I'm still paying
Running through the people I try to hide
So slowly people talking, gets me high
And now I wait some God be listening to a little chessman of his dirty game
Fall asleep in the fear it could be the last time
And I
I promise I will always be strong and courageous
But please
Please, please, don't let me die
With years of pain
Every second of happiness we've got to pay
And I'm still paying
Behold the great creeping hunchback
Look in his deranged eyes, enjoys your ovations
Take him down, down, down
And defecate in his mouth until is filled up
Rip his dirty hair and spit on his horrible face
Cause he deserves his evil
Set me free from this torment
Listen to me, my Lord
I want to see no one
No one believes my grief
And my side bleeds
I've got to take my own cross
Oh, dear me
Carry the cross with me