Errxtik - Toll Lyrics

Dont spare me anything else
A lesson learned, but its my turn
Its taken a toll on my health
Dont spare me your food for thought
Ill take control of what im owed
To fix up the damage I got

Slowly moving on, tryna find my pace
Whole new world, let me out my cage
I wanna explore, wanna change my fate
But imma get it any way
I cant just say that
Im kind of a better person
Nobody will ever believe it
They're seeing my smile
But I have been hurting
And I dont care to
Keep putting on a mask
Cause I think its disturbing
I dont wanna run away from fear
Im gonna face it til my head is clear
Im praying to God make it disappear
Really hate how it all feels so severe
I needed this though
Break me down to fix my mold
Its one thing that I control
Im taking steps, I must be bold

Dont spare me anything else
A lesson learned, but its my turn
Its taken a toll on my health
Dont spare me your food for thought
Ill take control of what im owed
To fix up the damage I got

Got a lot of different things
That im needing to escape from
Every time I go numb
I just gotta play something
I play what I feel and I feel what I play
Putting my heart on the page every day
Flowing piano and then ill just sing
Say something random and then im okay-ay-ay
Flying away
Please dont cha-a-ange
Cause I feel safe
And never remove
My attitude
I need to improve
Emotions I lose