Ernest Camino - Satnav Lyrics

I don't have direction, I'm changing lanes and switching obsessions
Increasing age still ignoring blessings, seizing the day but you call it selfish
I think you're right

But I've been feeling a way since way before we left it
Been losing faith in the path I'm headed, and I can't settle
I can't see the end though, I can't see the end though

I said that we should be friends though but I don't think I meant it
You asked me impossible questions and said it would have been easier if I'd died and not sent the message
I wish you'd never said it

We left it so hard
You said I broke your heart
I left on the road in this car
Just go and drive away from the years for something so far

I'm doubting if it even exists
But the girl you meet when you're too young can't hold a candle to risk
Haven't lived enough to know if it fits, haven't lived enough to know what there is

Yeah the days turn to months, months turn to years
Tears turn to anger and the anger turns to fear
But the fear turns to nothing at all
The years just leaves in the fall

I've been drinking too much, thinking too much, alone too much, watching the phone too much
I think we know too much
Don't know if I like the person I'm becoming

I'm so tired on the road
I made my choices though
I did this on my own
Chasing that pot of gold

If I make it I'll let you know
If I make it

The satnav doesn't work and it's snowing we're faded
I don't have to know where I'm going I'm jaded
Better off not knowing but we wouldn't have changed it
It's all just a part of us growing we made it right

Made it better than we've ever made it
I don't know whether to take pleasure in that revelation
Nothing ever tastes the same after you've tasted
Can't let sleeping dreams lie, I worry I've wasted

Hoping time doesn't scar before its realisations
Think of a worse fate than eternal patience
Listen I can't stay here forever waiting, reminiscing
Thinking back to simple times spent happy in the kitchen making pancakes
In the ocean surfing bad waves
Now I'm looking at pictures of a happy place in a sad place it leaves a bad taste

Trade real life for a dream at the end of the road
Blurred streetlights and turned these nights into just more ways to fend off the cold
Turned people into people I used to know
Don't phone my phone when you feel alone
We both feel alone
But we heal alone
Don't need Satnav to lose control

I've been drinking too much, thinking too much, alone too much, watching the phone too much
I think we know too much
Don't know if I like the person I'm becoming

I'm so tired on the road
I made my choices though
I did this on my own
Chasing that pot of gold

If I make it I'll let you know
If I make it