If I Were Was I'd Be Now. Video (MV)

Electric stress is all than I am
Just eight more days in the week
Don't fret, upset my modus operandi
Nightmare in a form congregate

I hope I remember to eat today
I don't remember how my voice sounds
Lost a few things in my pockets
Screwing around

Why'd no one tell me I haven't moved in days

With no limbs, I find my heart leaking depression
This bad day's lasted some years
Figurative, haunting
Manifested
Method acting's lost its allure

Walking back in forth in spontaneity
No no, I read about that shit online it don't work for me

With a snark, maybe admit addiction
If I were was, I think that I'd be now

I hope I remember to eat today
I don't remember how my voice sounds
Lost a few things in my pockets
Screwing around
But I refuse to admit my worth
Cause thinking about anything hurts