Erica christene - How I Feel Lyrics

We were just friends laughing late at night, sharing secrets under the moonlight
But then you met him and my heart skipped a beat
He's the one I wanted, now it feels bittersweet
Oh, I wished you'd see, he's not just a boy, he means everything to me

You're holding his hand while I'm on the sidelines, trying to understand
But in this crazy world, can't you see what he means to me
My girl, we could've had a love story
But now it's just a dream, not a reality

Every smile you share, it cuts like a knife
I'm lit, I'm stuck in the shadows, wishing for a different life
Late nights talks, late night talks, turns the silence in size
It's hard to watch you both while I have my goodbyes

Oh, I wished you'd see, he's not just a boy, he means everything to me
You're holding his hand while I'm on the sidelines, trying to understand
But in this crazy world, can't you see what he means to me
My girl, we could've had a love story

But now it's just a dream, not a reality
Maybe one day, things will change
We'll laugh about the moments that felt so strange
But for now, we'll pretend to all be fine

Hiding the truth, keeping it all inside
Oh, I wished you'd see, he's not just a boy, he means everything to me
You're holding his hand while I'm on the sidelines, trying to understand
But in this crazy world, can't you see what he means to me

My girl, we could've had a love story
But now it's just a dream, not a reality
So I'll smile and cheer, even when it's tough
On this love story, I wish for not just for enough

One day, I'll find my way
Until then, I'll hold on to this feeling today