Eric Vattima - Voicemail Lyrics

Hey I know it's been a sec
You wished me happy birthday but I left you on read
Cause I was mad about some things we've said
And what we didn't
I hate reminiscing turning to carin' and missin'
Over thinking instead of living
Next thing I know, a couple years go by
Leaving each other unanswered, a little bit fractured
Please tell me if I even mattered
Cant clear my mind, believe me I've tried
To block you out and pretend
But that's kinda hard when I still follow your friends
All things considered
For thinking bigger picture, dreaming of mrs and mr
You can't deny that we both felt a spark together
At Disney, holding hands, riding Tower of Terror
Wishing that it was never gonna never end (but)
I was insistent you were different
Persistent in decisions
Knew it was love by date two
Who woulda thought when I first met you
That it would turn to something more
But when I left you at your door
I knew what I was in for (yeah)
I was wrong. I fell in love
I let you borrow my heart
But you just twisted and split it
Then everything fell to shit, and
It left me thinking that I was never enough
F*cked in the head, and we'd already broken up
You didn't care
You'd pull my strings every couple of months to check
If I would come running back to being greeted with all the pieces
Turn to arguments that I'd I'd fall into
And now I'm right back where I started
Contemplating what I should do

I wish we never met
I wish we never dated
I wish you weren't one of my biggest regret
But sometimes, you gotta go through hell to get ahead

(You gotta go through hell to get ahead, yeah)

I wish I could forget
I wish we never dated
I wish you weren't my biggest regret
But sometimes, you gotta go through hell to get ahead

Used to be empathetic
More sympathetic
I had to end it cause our friendship was so carcinogenic
Every "I miss you" fueled my jaded views
Always faded and hatin myself
I took the blame and I was hurting my health
I gotta mention it didn't help
That your standards for what you wanted
Kinda started what led to me being broken hearted
Can't even listen to juke jam
You're such a f*ckin' scam
When I went under you never thought to give me a hand
And I could never hold myself to that level
It was stressful, I drowned it
Bottle after bottle, unable to see you turn the tables
I was unstable, and mentally speaking
I was a head case, until my friends helped me outta that place
I lost my f*cking mind
Went out and partied all the time
To fill a void from all the shit you destroyed
Hope you enjoyed, treating me like a toy
Now I ain't ever coming back, no I don't f*ck with that, wish I could take it back
Matter of fact
F*ck you
You had no clue, the kinda mental abuse you could produce
You're such a waste of my time
And every lie call it a crime
Such a shame
I'm over all of the f*ckin games
Hope when you get this you hear it and curse my name
Cause I'll come back and fight the claims
Cause this ain't nothing but truth
I fell in love you with during my youth
We fell apart, you broke my heart
Then I got smart, and took this shit right into the booth

I wish we never met
I wish we never dated
I wish you weren't one of my biggest regret
But sometimes, you gotta go through hell to get ahead

(You gotta go through hell to get ahead, yeah)

I wish I could forget
I wish we never dated
I wish you weren't my biggest regret
But sometimes, you gotta go through hell to get ahead

I wish we never met
I wish we never dated
I wish you weren't one of my biggest regret
But sometimes, you gotta go through hell to get ahead

(You gotta go through hell to get ahead, yeah)

I wish I could forget
I wish we never dated
I wish you weren't my biggest regret
But sometimes, you gotta go through hell to get ahead
Yeah