Eric Nauman - Anxiety Lyrics

I stay up late
Get drunk
Watch the presidential debate
I know my
Future's not in my own hands
It's out of control and
I feel a little dizzy
When it gets this bad
I keep myself busy
To keep my mind off of politicians
Well
I stay up late most nights and it's like
I'm waiting for a sign I'm living this life right
Anything's better than nothing I suppose
I get drunk when I'm not I'm sober
The real fun starts when the party's over
Loneliness always knocks just to juxtapose
The bath is too hot
The house is too cold
Life gets tricky
No matter where you go
I stay behind because I don't know why
My anxiety is at an all time high and I
Think I'm falling out of love
I wanna be big and a household name
Not for the fame but just to play the game
I wanna know what it's like to be heard of
Me with the glasses and the real cool shirt
Some people will hate me and think I'm a jerk
I keep telling myself I'm ready for the worst
I never know what comes until it hits me
And hindsight's never been kind or forgiving
And four eyes isn't foresight so I've learned
Oh no
It's easy to know what you think when you stand alone
But it's hard to say what you think into a microphone
I stay up late
Maybe all night
I wanna know if I'm living this life right
I'm still waiting for that sign
I can talk politics and know all about movies
Count all my friends on one hand without groupies
I never want to but I always compromise
Always under pressure typical millennial
But pressure makes diamonds out of coal
Change is gonna happen it's only natural
And one day I'll be in control
When I shine like a diamond
And I won't say I told you so