Eric John - To Be The Same Lyrics

Whenever worry comes to mind
I'm paralyzed by what it finds
So misleading is this life
Just want to leave it all behind
Clouded by fear and all it's friends
I'm counting hours 'till the end

I'm on my own
Damed if I know
How to change, just to feel the same
As all my friends
And those I don't know
Gotta be better than, just to feel the same

Dark places I can find
It's just a matter of time
You should see how hard I try
I just can't get these wings to fly
I push through pain with all my might
But I'm getting tired of this f*cking fight

I'm on my own
Damed if I know
How to change, just to feel the same
As all my friends
And those I don't know
Gotta be better than, just to feel the same