Eric Alas - Still Lyrics

Still, i'm willing to kill for ya
Still, i got you, i just need a name
Still, make the call, and it won't be the same
Wait, but look at every mess i've made
Everywhere i go, i'm bound to leave damages
Can't be out here wilding out in front of cameras
They just want more Tommy's and Pamela's
This shit was supposed to be glamours
Yeah
It was never personal, until it was
Met you the summer, and i got you out the club
Introduced you to that home life
It's the only thing i've known right
Now to think i've been alone twice
And you back where you started, looking for love
Left you broken hearted, and all the above
Looking for approval, can't say i'm wrong
Life's hard to balance with them heels on
It's hard to balance what i say, when i write these songs
Knowing they gon cut deep, but i ain't filled with salt
It's a fine line, between telling a story
And watching her stories
But what you want now, is it the death or the glory
And what you wanted back then is still, exactly what you want now
Had a talk with the version of myself that left
And said, not a chance that you can back down
But still

Can you find somebody that's worth a f*ck out here in the bar and clubs?
No
Why not?
Because everybody's looking for like, someone to f*ck
You know, I'm not looking for that
I'm just looking for someone,
I just wanna talk to somebody
But I'm out here because I got my heartbroken, so that's it
How did you get your heartbroken, if you don't mind me asking?
I was doing too much
Like what?
I overplayed my part
I was doing stuff for somebody that didn't deserve it
That didn't appreciate it, and they ghosted me, so
Are you single right now, or?
Why, like by choice you don't want to be?
By choice
Or you just can't find somebody?
Can't find somebody, and it's by choice