Equal Force Divers - Ripped Sails Lyrics

I have ripped sails
Knives are busting through the fabric
Only so long before I fall apart
I have ripped sails
These records work like magic
Through this I've tried to re-train my heart
I'm crawling, at a pace so slow
It's exhausting, exhaling, I don't show
My craving - it cries to fill the space I'm saving
Creates these feelings, rises up from the deep
Torments my mind and I can barely sleep
Maybe you could change me but this mountain's too steep
I have ripped sails
Knives are busting through the fabric
Only so long before I fall apart
I have ripped sails
These records work like magic
Through this I've tried to re-train my heart
I'm stalling, for someone to find me falling
From windowless, floor-less stories.
Depraving - My "perfect" walls I find they're caving in
Creates these feelings, rises up from the deep
Torments my mind and I can barely sleep
Maybe you could change me but this mountain's too steep
She takes me to these places I've never been
Tearing down the doors I've placed inside my head
Voices, they scream at me but they'll be dead
Like emails to my spam or long texts left on read
Claiming this space; a place I want to erase
Staring through this window, and all I see
Is her face
(I have ripped sails
Ripped sails
Ripped sails
Always fail
I've got ripped sails
Ripped sails
I've got ripped sails
Ripped sails)