Epsilonn - For the Love of God, Can I Please Sit Here Alone. Lyrics

Only times have I seen you, and not one regret
Every time I left my home, I felt genuinely good
If I get one more chance, I'll be there right away
And if I learn to dream, I'll see you in
January, I'll be up out the door
And watch the snowy sunrise peeking out from the grey
For once I'll be peaceful and with my own thoughts
And no one will know me, so finally
I can be
Left alone
Quiet and doing what I want to
Do for once
Get off my back for one time
Let me sit alone, just once
Without the people who don't let me be left alone
I want to be done with this, but I don't know how I can say it
Or what to do
Please I am begging to call you home