So scared to feel better Video (MV)

Stuck in a gaze complex
From which I could not get out
I see so much path to go
Will I ever know which one to take
But I see that I have to be successful
In a world that is way too loud
I must shout louder to be heard
But why am I so scared to feel better ?
Can you see there's so much gaze around?
Stay here couldn't you just pretend
That you just had to gather one
Why are you scared to feel better then ?
You run so fast from me
I didn't have speed enough
You get what you get when you seek the untraceable
I feel like I lost something
Now I see all the things falling into place
That you try to lay the blame at my door
I must get out of your clout
Or I'm just waiting to be stifled
Can you see there's so much gaze around?
Stay here couldn't you just pretend
That you just had to gather one
Why are you scared to feel better then ?
No I can't feel better
I'm so scared to feel better