I heard your name in the wind
Coming quick like you went
No lie I wanna quit
No lie I wanna quit
Contemplating cigarettes
But I know I know better
My oxygen tastes bitter
Nauseous as my heart flitters
Fearful as my spine shivers
Shovel out the extra weight
Temperatures I can't take
Swimming through a frozen lake
Why are you always late
Why are you always late
I want everyone to understand
But I don't want y'all to feel the same
This shit is enough to drive me insane
I daydream of escape
I daydream of escape
Of a green grassed estate
Where the night bleeds into day
Where the land bleeds into the bay
Where people care what I have to say
Where karma comes and makes the wicked pay
Naked body on linen
Wondering if I'm forgiven
For my past misgivings
I swore I was done with sinning
But I recline in the filth I sit in
Struggling with the truth
But never struggled with a dare
I don't really know where, but I know you're somewhere
I don't really know where, but I know you're somewhere
I don't really know where, but I know you're somewhere
I don't really know where, but I know you're somewhere
I saw someone in some shit you'd wear
Self declared that I wouldn't approach
It's unfair how you never did much but always seemed to do the most
Captivate me as your host
Leaving me to go ghost
Leaving me so wrong
Leaving me for so long
Leaving me so wrong
Leaving me for so long