I can't escape the life I live in my dreams
So helplessly involved in past reality
When will it end?
I lit fire to all the memories
But they can't be destroyed
They're part of me
In my defense it's all I knew
It took so long to get it through
My head that you were just someone looking for control
In my defense it's all I knew
It took so long to get it through my head
I blamed myself for being vulnerable
I dug this hole
I dug this hole
When will this all f*cking end?