Enova
Yea
Diggin deep thru the depths of my mind state
Just to guarantee myself I'll never die fake
But every time that I let my soul fly away
I can feel the whole world lookin at me sideways
I can hear a voice talkin when the light fades
It's the same one I'm hearin in my nightmares
Drowned in my own thoughts I need a life vest
Cause not a single kid in Jordan got Nike airs
So it's life behind bars on my tombstone
Just so nobody can ask what have you done
I just wish they woulda seen where we grew up
No alarm clock waking up to the loose guns
Teachers told me that I'm too dumb
Tryna buy my mom a crib, make it out with a few bucks
Just a dude that the world can't adapt to
Just anotha Goon from the pits of the sand dunes
Memories fade, people change, when the money start gettin in the way
I can see people die
I can hear the planet cry
I can feel it drown in it's own waves
Memories fade, people change, when the money start gettin in the way
I can see people die
I can hear the planet cry
I can feel it drown in it's own waves
I'm not in tune with the memes and the chit chat
Just comin thru someone tell me where the chips at
And this ain't freedom of speech this is gift rap
Cause I ain't worried about the fame I'm jus tryna give back
To my hood, to the streets fulla hopeless kids
That wake up and ask god what kinda joke is this
Cause where I'm from if you make it out the orphanage
You end up sleeping on the street light start smokin cigs
Been a min since I noticed how the pen felt
I been in the lab hackin thru stem cells
Did a stint in New York - Upper East Ave
Then I hit L.A. Thai food in the beach bag
Reach back thru my memories and hit record
Laughing at the times I cried just for bein broke
I remember doin things I wasn't supposed
I know kids got declined a loan, end up sellin dope
Memories fade, people change, when the money start gettin in the way
I can see people die
I can hear the planet cry
I can feel it drown in it's own waves
Memories fade, people change, when the money start gettin in the way
I can see people die
I can hear the planet cry
I can feel it drown in it's own waves
Can't adapt
Can't adjust
Can't seem to find my way to the bank enough
I fell in love with the streets that abandoned us
And they set my brain free but my hands are cuffed
Dam
Who am I?
Lookin for a lucid eye
Tryna find out how to be true inside
Tryna find out how to not lose my mind
But I just cant seem to find a reason why