EnosLakes - Fake Scenarios Lyrics

I see you're laughing with him, it's driving me insane
Who the hell is he, how'd he get in my brain
I'm inventing this new memory, I can't look away, it's all in my head
I can't breathe, this is hard to watch
Why does it matter
I've already let her go
The scenes keep racing though
I make up fights, they're probably just a fake recollections
The way they hold hands, I can't stop what's in my brain
Their happiness is tormenting me

Every night, I'm drowning in these fake scenarios
I don't know how to stop the untrue show
It's in my head, it's all I know
Well I actually don't know anything

I'm making fake scenarios, yeah
About her, about me, it's unfair
I'm stuck in these dreams, but they're actually nightmares too
Fake scenarios, yeah they play on repeat
Who am I now, I'm losing my grasp
The truth's too much, but life's stings harder In fake scenarios

There's this girl I really like and I care But do I like like her?
I don't know what's real
Don't know how I feel, everything feels fake again
I picture us together but it's all pretend
Is she the answer or another dead end?
I'm so lost, I don't know
I imagine her smile and then me running away
Like I can't face the fact that she might want me to stay
I do care
I'm losing my mind again

I'm making fake scenarios, not again
Even about me and her, it's unfair
I'm stuck in these lucid dreams, the past is breaking in
Fake scenarios, yeah they're gonna play on repeat
Who am I now, the truth's lost and dark
So I spin these lines, only cope, it may be a distraction

I see myself growing up way too fast, the days fly by
I picture it all, like I'm making mistakes
Over and over, like I'm trapped
And sometimes I think about my death, leave it feels like it's better
Then my panic sets in, heart's racing, I'm scared
I'm choking, although all are fake, I can't slow them down
Every fake scenario feels so real, what if I'm never enough?
I'm screaming inside, but no one knows
These fake scenarios, one day they'll come true

I'm making fake scenarios, yeah
About her life, about mine, it's unfair
Who am I now, the truth's way too much

In my head, they're the only thing that feels real
Now I'm losing my mind
They're my comfort my curse
My only reality, I can't, won't stop them
What if I wake up and it was all real?