Everything still waits for me
To let it sail upon the sea
To let it grow all it's weeds
I'm out too deep in the stream
And lose myself irretrievably
In the mouth of God when he's swallowing
The sun will set on my needs
And leave me here instead to seek
To hear a song in a fever dream
The death of God will set me free
To finally find out what I mean
When I name the nameless thing
The crashing waves still call my name
To come and kiss green mermaids
And let them bathe me in their embrace
I find a way to loose the chains
After all the wine will relax my veins
And bring my mind back into my brain
My listlessness turns me to gray
And leaves me here to waste away
Waiting for some sacred stage
Where Gabriel unlocks heaven's gate
And I cross over into fate
But I'm still stuck in this f*cking place