Life's been f*cking me
Up this entire year
I'm about to lose all of my sanity
I am losing grip on everything I once loved
Put the gun against my pulsing temple
Pull the trigger back and all this suffering
I can't live with this, you'll hear me cry for help
The answer is clear
Knowing true fear
In the end I gave everything
For a promise
A sense of bliss
A kiss from a great escape
The dark skies hang over my head
But I see the sun peeking through
Illuminating my eyes
But the cloud cloaks me in grey
Takes the warmth away
Raining down
Weighing down my mind and soul
Life's been f*cking me
Up this entire year
I'm about to lose all of my sanity
I am losing grip on everything I once loved
Put the gun against my pulsing temple
Pull the trigger back and all this suffering
I can't live with this, you'll hear me cry for help
The answer is clear
Knowing true fear
In the end I gave everything
For a promise
A sense of bliss
A kiss from a great escape
The dark skies hang over my head
But I see the sun peeking through
Illuminating my eyes
But the cloud cloaks me in grey
Takes the warmth away
Raining down
Weighing down my mind and soul