Premonitions circling and suffocating me digging into swollen limbs. Blinded by foresight forcing itself to come true, pulling strings of sentences out of my head. Captive to my curse. My prison endowed in the shadows of all that I've lost. Sheltering a corpse from sunlight burning black. Absolve me of my fate or stitch my eyelids shut. What's controlling me now? A cancer disguised as a gift twisting memories to illusions yet to come. What's controlling me now as I watch my world unfold choking back disgust? Captive to my curse. Absolve me of my fate or stitch my eyelids shut.