Give me the love, attention and the hurt that I crave
You chose the path to darkness and it's making you brave
The influence exhilarates and makes you a slave
In life and healthy all we want is slumber in graves
Touch me - get infected and then trust me
It is all you wanted to be loved by
Locked inside your warm room - gettin high
See the demons as they breaking out the wall
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Playing with emotions as a means to entertain
The only reason is she's bored and needs new terrain
Each city doesn't want us realising this in pain
We're leaving Athens for new lives and living them in vain
You haven't given what I asked and it is getting urgent
Because my dealer can't provide I'm looking for a merchant
Locked into blue eyes but I'm pulling back the curtains
I try to show respect and they all cut me like they're surgeons
You're showing me his raps and then presenting them as sermons
Preaching that you pull I asked and she is still a virgin
Locked inside a headspace washing out of Kanagawa
The path of hemoglobin detours at your vena cava
It breaks us out of consciousness no face just balaclava
Finally achieving sweet release call it Nirvana
The great big wave washes it all and breeds new creation
Ash is every final form we're learning cremation
Used to think the cold and dark abandons us throughout
The smoke coming from this lit end is whispering its doubt
My name was Thanos way before appearing in a movie
Got it spot on: hatred for a world where nothing's truly
Presented to us real, I take my pills without no sugar
Thinking you're in need of love while acting like a hooker
I'm bulletproof and you think you can reach till the heart
Bleeding over every page that makes up my art
Alucard the son of evil leaving us scarred
Going all in you think you won I've got a spare card
MCs are sprouting daily every block has got another
One lyric past the sheet and they go wit-pro undercover
Last week she thought she wrote a verse to compliment mine
That ain't your soul that's speaking so just get back in line
Don't get to sleep a lot these days I blame you completely
Nothing is blocking out the thought it captures me freely
I'm not alone whether you think it's love or maybe hatred
And silence is the Holy Grail I'm holding it sacred
When words cannot describe at all just look for it painted
No matter what could go wrong now I won't let them taint it
That hopeful youth has not been shunned I'm that same kid
A lorry speeding down the road who dares turn and face it?
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Ends pay - are you scared of how this ends, eh?
Out here looking for advice in the absence of a sensei
Daresay
Ask me to constrict her airway
They're seeing this as damage but it's easier to finish
Sexual pleasure or just pain? Not easy to distinguish
Pour another single malt and grab me the razor
I'm quickly running out of ink and I must fill the paper