I can't remember loving
The way I did when I was young and dumb
Why do I keep jumping
Into this rabbit hole I call my home
That traps me in this rhythm
Lacking motivation like a lazy child
One day I feel so proud
The next I'm riddled, tired with a heavy mind
I feel my soul escaping
So what's the point in keeping up this lie
So God, I need some answers
I feel I'm running low on health and time
All these years you've brought me
All kinds of love but I can't seem to give it back
Why do you keep me hostage
Inside this hell; I'd like to just go to sleep