Empire of Gold - Lost Within Myself Lyrics

Well I still haven't quite figured out
This confusing mess
All my friends keep asking me
What the hell is wrong
Until it's all over and straight
I'll have this cloud over me
And I'll keep asking to myself
Oh, can I figure this out
Cause I love every second I'm by myself
But like the changing of these chords
I know our lives will change their course
And I know
Yes, I know these demons aren't my friends
But through these doors I've opened up
I don't know what I'm searching for
I've been lost
I've been lost within myself
But time will surely mend
My broken hands
Or doctor, doctor, please
Come and fix my soul
Come check me out once more
I need the antidote
To cure this stale drug inside
Oh, this love of mine
But I don't know if I want to carry on
Because there's something telling me to keep my distance
Run and hide
And I know
Yes, I know these demons aren't my friends
But through these doors I've opened up
I don't know what I'm searching for
So, I need
Yes, I need to figure out my plan
Cause through these need and wants I'm searching for
I don't know if you're worth a damn
And these lies
Oh, these lies I've been too blind to see
Have helped me to become this man that
Soon will show the world
This voice
Oh, this voice that's ready to explode
With emotion through these words I've kept hidden
For way too long
I've been lost
I've been lost within myself
Within myself